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by Artemisio Romero

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Little kid in the doctor's office He can talk just like your prophets He can talk you keep the profits When he cries you come off it You got so many comments You say I'm a high-risk kid I'm ain't supposed to live I ain't supposed to have the gifts Now I'm supposed to give My soul was supposed to be leaving But I'm 17 still breathing I seen better things I'm gleaming Now I look like a fucking art thot And my heart stops when I pass by that old block I hope this car train the airplane, bus whatever the fuck don't stop Like my own thoughts I don't like my own thoughts
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I want to go home I wanna go back back back I want to home or whatever the last I had I want to go home I guess this is just god’s hand This land is home yeah I see your hand at my waist I’m looking up at your face like how do I know What behind the patagiona This an unexplored continuing This land doesn’t know my hand I’m without precedent Knock knock, I know your home I’m all-powerful and all grown I’m home alone red-handed wet bandit Skipping stone from a person to another And I’ve just landed I want to go home I wanna go back back back I want to home or whatever the last I had I want to go back back back I want to go home I guess this is just god’s hand But its really not 3 hots and a cot 3 key and a lock A please and stop In need of a pause Not peas in a pod More daisy in asphalt And when your feet fall Bleeds on the block You can tell me love or tell me off I pirouette, I bellyflop A silhouette, a shadow Tied to it can’t grow No free lunch, god I’m just such an asshole
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This is a prayer for the southside I say it with my mouth wide open cause if I close it I’ll be left choken On the tongue I’ve tied by token of my token of peace being a piece of my own tokenization and the earth that left quaken when grandp a died alone in a diaper hoping someone would pick up the phone I point my finger at a skyward power hoping the same The finality of my name my family line is adorned with rosary beads I hold them seeds like batteries looking for the divine power To stop me cause I think latino and only see cockroaches, blunt smoking and uncut weeds I don’t know if I deserve forgiveness but I know it's something I need I need forgiveness I leave my village I weave a visage I see I grieve I'll be a witness to how my voice been amplified to a size big enough for a loudspeaker and amphitheatre bigger than those I stand beside in marches and sit-ins with raised fists in protest and action and friendship The press conferences just double my confidence In the midst of the crowd the apparition of family’s faces remind me there will be ghosts of all of us it's obvious The local newspapers want to know all my trauma it's hard to be a spokesperson and a person of color When every interview start I should talk about how my mother abused me use the pity To gain sympathy from the kind of audience historically scared of me. My pain a performance My insecurities a chorus It's honestly a little fun The reporter smiles at me She’s friendly and relatively young She says we’re almost done I thank her for everything Says it was her pleasure I speak surprisingly well for someone my age I appreciate the compliment, but maybe it should be rephrased if that's alright I'm no genius I just know how to talk white x2
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I came home like Apollo 13 I came home like Apollo 13 I returned from orbit Crashed landed at your service Crash-landed at your cervix My bad habits grew and flourished I sacrificed myself cause that's what I thought love was, Indiana Jones-style left a divet where my heart and blood was I know that I fucked up I picked the wrong bullet to try to jump in front of Baby baby, please give me something I can run from
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I spent a good summer and stupid Writing poems about race poverty and my ruby slippers Never could get back home x4 [mid chorus] x3 How I'm I supposed to be scared What does it look like I want it to look right How am I supposed to be scared Do I blow hot air and get mad like my stepdad Does a real man look like a bear Does a real man look in the mirror I got big pants I hope I guess I fill But that's all jokes and sex appeal best I feel is when I feel like I could live this moment without ever had being broken stand on up, I spill my Coke and Hope I spit like Cole cause that pain don't hurt if I can make it spoken How am I supposed to be scared Should I pile in like when I was a kid But I'm out of space I don't know where there’s room and the old anger ain't going nowhere this soon but anything else would be so rare so new my fears I chew and swallow I didn't want to be Chicano cause I thought that meant I wouldn't get to feel I didn't let myself cry for 3 years Cause you can brake my lights, and create my fears I didn't let myself cry for 3 years Cause they can take my life they won't get my tears

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released May 8, 2020

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Artemisio Romero Santa Fe, New Mexico

Artemisio is a spoken word poet (the fancy way to say rapper), visual artist and political organizer. He is also Santa Fe's newest Youth Poet Laureate.

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